Things are changing..

July 1, 2012

I think this post will be my 1st quite serious post after I gave birth to my first child, Arsakha..

I read somewhere that writing is one of many ways to reduce stress and I think that is true. I feel my life was more easier when I write and post something.. Lately, I am rarely write and post in my blog. I don't know why. Maybe because things are changing. My life now is different -- ya iyalah ya.. Udah nikah dan punya anak -_____-''

I don't need to publish my writing/blog to everybody I know -- like tweets in twitter. I just need to write, if someone or people read it that is ok, if not that is ok too. Writing keep me sane, at least that is how I feel when I am writing something.

Right now, I am having difficulty to sleep at a new place so I decide to write a post. Now I am at a villa in Puncak with my husb's family. What a humble weekend if I may say. When I was young -- before married to be exact -- I can spent my sat nite at three different places, with different people and different groups.

Things are changing. Sometimes I do not want to change, but everything is changing, the world, the trees (it is getting bigger -- it is changing, right?), etc.

Do I want to stay the same? Having the same routine over and over again.. Having fun in the same way again and again..

Time will not stay and wait for me. I do have the right to choose how I live my life. But still, time and age are changing. If I stay the same, will I have time to fulfill my dreams, try new things and make people around me happy?

So I choose to change, time will not stay and wait for me. God gives me opportunities, tons of opportunities, God gives me time for me to be a Daughter, a Grand Daughter, a Sister, a Friend, a 

Private School Student, a Public School Student, a Girlfriend, a Law Student, a Design Student, a Trainee Fashion Designer, a Workaholic Lawyer, a Broken hearted Girl, a Jobless Person, a Foreign Student, a Tour Guide, a Graduate Student, a Bride, a Wife, a Daughter in Law, a Sister in Law, a Pregnant Woman, a Mother and now a Breastfeeding Mom. I hope God will give me more opportunities in life. I feel blessed and thankful.

Things are changing and I feel glad that I have changing from time to time to feel and grow with the world. My transformations are form of gratitude to God. Alhamdulillah.

Enjoy every phase of your life. It may not be repeated.

Peace TakeCare Goodluck
Erma :)
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