A girl - Is it really there?

Love you can't see it but you can feel it. Is it really there?

A friend of mine has a boyfriend overseas. They have been dating for couple of years and only meet once a year which means they have met each other like twice..........

My other friends (actually including me :p) have a doubt. We are not saying that "there is something wrong with the boyfriend" or what but we just have a doubt in our mind.

Yet the girlfriend thinks that they love each other so freaking much and no one can separate them. Even though they are far, the girlfriend feels they are so close. (Ok, with the current technology such as Skype, Instant messenger and everything; it is make things simpler)

Yes it is true that we can not see or feel the love between them, but it just so hard to believe that it is there.

Ok, actually we have a big doubt on the boyfriend and all of us smell something fishy fishy. But apart from that, how come the girlfriend still thinks that everything is okay okay?.... Doesn't she feel something fishy too?

I don't think so.

I have been there. I was in a position of the girlfriend long time ago. It was not like my friends think there was something fishy between us, because if they felt something was wrong, they would have told me- they are my best friends, we hide nothing.

Neither do I. All that time I never felt something was wrong, all the love, lovey-dovey things, romantic stuff, Romeo and Juliet kind of love were there and I felt that - at least at that time I really really believed that all of those things were there and real.

That was like years ago, and I'm not with him anymore now.

Today, when I saw the girlfriend and her situation - I start asking myself : was it really there? I'm not referring to the girlfriend and the boyfriend, I'm referring to myself.

Erma, was it really there? What you had years ago with someone, was it really there?

If you asked me at that time, I would definitely without a doubt - Yes!

But if you ask me now, my answer would be - I don't know.

I don't know whether it was really there at that time or just my imagination or just something that I felt at that time -- or it was something that I wanted to feel with him at that time.

Creepy huh.. Just like a movie called Inception (the one with Leonardo DiCaprio and the guy from 500 days of summer). You cannot separate between what you dreamed of (or what you wanted to feel) with the reality.

It is so creepy... And love is a creepy thing. ~~~~~~~

PeaceTakecareGoodluck

Erma

9 November 2010

Below is a song from TwentyfirstNight - Mungkin. I think it kinda goes well with my post today. Enjoy :)