Procrastinating

Procrastinating

is my habit - its my old habit and now it attacks again in a wrong time. I really really need to finish this as soon as possible so that I can come back home to prepare my wedding (30 days to go). I have turned my laptop on since 10 am and now 10:24 pm I have not write anything :( shame on me. I am procrastinating, twitter and facebook are the greatest procrastinate tools ever, they have helped me to procrastinate.

I keep telling myself that I need to do it and just do it (sounds like Nike ad..) but I keep procrastinating again and again... and right away after I open my Microsoft Word (at 10 something pm, I opened my mic word - at last...) suddenly I feel like talking to someone or anyone or someone (yes there is particular someone that I want to talk to..).

I feel weak..

I never need to talk to anyone before I did my assignments but now... why?

is it just another reason that I make for procrastinate further?

or is it a necessity?

Anyway, now i feel that love makes me weak. It is too fast to conclude that I am in love or what but somehow when i start to feel something for someone i feel weak. and i DO NOT like it.

I do not like this feeling and i better start writing something or anything (that's why i write this blog - at least i write something hehehe xP) and since I cannot contact him right now, i better start writing in my microsoft word - not in my blog.

Ermaaaaa just f*cking do it!!!!!

Erm, JFDI!!!

PeaceTakecareGoodluck

Erma

2 11 2010