eruma's
,,Letters are made to be written and words are made to be read,,
Monday, January 20, 2020
Harapan dan Kenyataan
Terkadang manusia terjebak dalam harapan(-harapan) sampai lupa dengan kenyataan.
Ada yang terjebak harapan berharap menjadi kenyataan.
Ada yang berharap untuk menyimpan atau membalas atau mempertahankan atau melupakan.
Tetapi mereka lupa ada kenyataan, hidup yang harus dihayati, dijalani, dilalui dan dinikmati.
Terkadang membandingkan harapan dan kenyataan melupakan nikmatnya menjalani hidup.
Live your life, they said. Live your life happily no matter what, if i might suggest.
Sometimes, we just forget how wonderful life is when we compare expectations and reality.
Yes, probably some people might not treat you well. So what then. You can always adjust your actions. Show them you dont like it or just simply ignore them. If you expect them to treat you well, it will bother you more, especially if they will not change their attitude.
So yes, free yourself from those unnecesary expectations. Yes, it is not easy but it is really worth trying, right?
This post is a self reminder #notetoself
Peace TakeCare GoodLuck
Erma
Saturday, January 11, 2020
Writing Again
So after my last post around 5 years ago, here i am start to fill my blog with my words again.
I started blogging on 2004 —- whoah it was 16 years ago. Somehow before me ver 3 point 5, I stumbled on this page after years.
Maybe it’s sign that I should write again. Probably not for public but for myself. I find reading my own writings very calming.. Ok actually not really calming but it clears my head for what was happened at that time or somehow it’s like a reminder of life, if i could put it that way.
This blog has witnessed me in lots of different stages of life and witnessed me lived in three different countries. Eventhough i never mentioned about my daily life, but my blog reflects what happened in my heart; my words that can not be spoken dan my acts that can not be seen.
I also see changes in how i pour ‘what i felt in my heart’ into words. If years ago I wrote something without thinking and used some ‘not so good’ words, my more recent writings have evolved. Hopefully i can write something wiser in the future while stay true to myself.
So yes maybe i will start to write again :)
Actually i have made a dedicated instagram account for me to upload my writings but up until now i havent uploaded anything yet. Hopefully start to upload something really soon.
Cheers,
Peace TakeCare and GoodLuck
Erma
Thursday, January 08, 2015
Almost 3.0
It is two more days before me version 3.0. I think i need to write down something for myself, maybe as a reminder or a reflection what i have been through so far.
Maybe people see my life as a picture perfect life as a happy mom with adorable son and having and living a good life.
God will be mad at me if i dont be grateful for what i have. I do feel blessed with everything i have.
But i am a mere human. And as we all know there is no such thing call "perfect" in this world. I did regret some things, questioning lots of things, why this and why that and so on. To be truthfully honest my life today is waaaayyyy different with what i had in my mind in my early twenties. At first i felt that things were falling apart but in my late twenties i realised that things are not falling apart, it is falling into places. Places where it should be.
When i took a glance on my past by looking on my present, if i think with my heart i will always questioning lots lots lots oh things but if ..... to be continued my toddler is crying ..... but if i think with my logic it is all make sense.
Highlight on my twenties
Cant describe how much awesome moments and experiences that i have in my twenties. Major highlights are worked as trainee associate in a lawfirm, watched loads of concerts gigs live musics, studied aboard, Farid Iskandar, Married, delivered Arsakha to this world... Being a mom is definitely the MAJ!
One thing that i need to remember is :
what happened in your teen, twenties it will have impact on your life no matter how long it is.. it can be 10 year ago, 2 year ago or 15 years ago. When there was a situation where feeling get involved you just cant easily wipe it away. It will be part of your journey, you might not understand why certain things happened to you and why it sticks for so long until everything fall into places and finally you get it.
If i could send mesagge to all my child and grandchild and grandgrandgrandchild and so on :
"Please be careful with every decision that you make in your life, you might not know what it will bring to you and your heart. You have to be strong to face impacts and consequences from your decisions. If you do not have a strong heart to face it better ask and pray to God for help and peacefulness." *e080115
PeaceTakeCareGoodLuck
Erma ver 2.9
Friday, April 04, 2014
I think all Moms should read this :)
Thursday, March 20, 2014
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
Since 2005
Friday, March 14, 2014
If i have to fight alone, so be it
Peace Take Care Good Luck
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erma
Saturday, February 08, 2014
I ask God
I asked God few years ago..
For an everlasting love
For a love that stay
For a love that won't lie
For a love that 'always'
Always be there for me
Always care for me
Always kiss me
Always hug me
No matter what..
God answered my prayer
God give me you, who
Follow me where ever I go
Kisses and hugs me all the time
Call my name with love
Sleep next to me
Sad when I am away
Need me when I am gone
Understand each other
Love me, always
God give me you, my son
Love you Arsakha,
Bunda
Memory Full - Force Stop
Thursday, February 06, 2014
kata mereka sebaiknya menulis saja..
Saturday, February 01, 2014
Mengurus Pembuatan Paspor
Sunday, December 01, 2013
Pacaran Beda Agama - 2
Tips Menikah
Menikah itu tidak seperti di buku cerita dimana setelah menikah itu happy ending dan happily ever after.
Bisa jadi seperti itu sih tapi tidak mudah. Saya tidak tahu ya bagaimana keadaan pernikahan kalau menikah dengan orang yang sudah dicintai sejak lama atau dengan orang yang sudah dipacari cukup lama. Tapi bagi saya semua perlu diusahakan.
Peace Take Care Good Luck
Erma
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