note for myself..

Inspiration : new year, what else?..
made : 1 jan 07

Title: note for myself..

Yesterday afternoon, I felt that this year [06] was a lame yearrrrrrrr….. but at 00.00 today after watched fireworks from my home balcony with my mom,dad and bro,, I felt that o6 was not that lame after all… it was quite awesome I might say… I graduated, I worked as an intern junior lawyer at my favorite law firm, I studied abroad [even just 4 summer course], I met lots of peeps all around the globe, I had a frontstreet relationship [even though it didn’t last long hehehe xP], and I become design student, something that I’ve always wanted…

But I do feel ashamed,, I’m sorry dear God, I don’t be thankful enuff, but I promise I’ll be better person next year…

Yet, the best thing that I learnt from 06 was knowing that when you have your dreams come true it is NOT the end,, it is the beginning… like when I graduated, it’s the beginning to looking for a job [being jobless is the suckiest feeling on earth,, huhuhu], being an employee is also not the end, it’s the beginning to learn something new, stuff that you don’t get when you were on uni,,, studied abroad also not as easy as it seems, its daring and need a lot of courage [salute for all student who studied abroad],, and when you’ve met peeps all around d world, you’ll starting to realize that you’re nothing and there are still a loootttsss of things you need to accomplish. And when you think you had this steady relationship, you’ll start to think is this the rite phase, am I ready cure my heartache if something bad happened…[its turned out that I wasn’t ready enuff to deal with this kind of stuff, hope things will get better in 07],, as being a design student,, shzzzzzz OMG… it’s not as easy as it seems shit man,, I did the first trisemester with tears and bloods LITERALLY….

Still, whatever happened in 06 didn’t killed me,, I’m still here writing this note for my self and alive and maybe stronger in eccentric way… I learnt what my weakest point are and try to be better next time.. I’m still a mere human with sins and mistakes but that fact wont stop me to try to be better people.. and I believe that all people can do the same thing if they have will… lets do our best to make our dreams come true and start something new.. GOOD LUCK 4 U ALL, HAPPY NEW YEAR 07, MAY GOD ALWAYS BLESS US….