i'm ashamed

inspirations: fairy of worlds and stuffssss....

i'm ashamed,, i should be ashamed for myself... after reading this blog again and again,, i felt sorry for myself,, because its almost all about lovey dovey love stuff.. actually its not because i dont have other stuff to talk about or what, but i just dont feel comfortable to talk about other thing in this blog,,, im quite preserved person, i like to keep something that i need to keep,, thats why this blog contain very less stuff about my other things.. i like to keep certain things to myself, dont ask why,, maybe when the time is rite i will write it here eventually...

and why i wrote down those lovey dovey stuff? maybe because its love and it should be spreaded [i dunno if this a appropriate word]. or maybe because its something that came out from me and i want to share it, not stuff that come out from outside and i want to keep inside..

why im ashamed? because some random people who happen to visit my blog probably will think that this girl thinks only love stuff thats matter.. hmmm... even its not rite, because i think therere still lots of stuff that matter to me than only love, but i still feel ashamed.. i just dont want peeps to think that for me only love thats matter,, thats so not fucking true...

so from now on, i will try to write other stuff about everything, except stuff that id like to keep inside, and i hope i can make me proud of myself... hehehe xP

*pissout everyone*